It’s that time of year when we can either look back on the year that was or look forward on the year to come. Looking forward the big events I’m looking forward to are: our wedding, an additional form of pain management, making this Blog look more “professional,” keeping my medical conditions under control, taking a honeymoon cruise with Jeff, always enjoying the love of my life Jeff, selling our previous home and, making some improvements to our home. That should keep me/us busy. I’m sure we’ll add or delete things but the bottom line is that I LOVE JEFF! There will never be a way to say how much I appreciate all that he was, is, and will be. Jeff is the rock that keeps me alive and going.
Through early morning fog I see visions of the things to be the pains that are withheld for me I realize and I can see…
that suicide is painless it brings on many changes and I can take or leave it if I please. I try to find a way to make all our little joys relate without that ever-present hate but now I know that it’s too late, and…
The game of life is hard to play I’m gonna lose it anyway The losing card I’ll someday lay so this is all I have to say. The only way to win is cheat And lay it down before I’m beat and to another give my seat for that’s the only painless feat.
The sword of time will pierce our skins It doesn’t hurt when it begins But as it works its way on in The pain grows stronger…watch it grin, but… A brave man once requested me to answer questions that are key is it to be or not to be and I replied ‘oh why ask me?’
Cause suicide is painless it brings on many changes and I can take or leave it if I please. …and you can do the same thing if you please.
Today is a minus day. Thinking of moving to CA for a short time. They have the laws I need.
Jeff has returned from his Nephew’s wedding in IA. He was very ill while he was there but is getting better by the day. I survived his absence thanks to: Mom, Pete & Naomi and Keith. I learned that if this happens again, I’m going to hire a full-time daycare person to be with me. Pete & Naomi helped-out with Charlie (our Bassett Hound) the first few days and then he went to Grandma’s where he slept most of the time.
For those that don’t know, I’ve made the decision to stop seeing all Medical Specialists. I’m still seeing my Primary Care Physician (PCP) who is nothing short of a miracle person. I hav 100% confidence in him and he understands and supports my healthcare decision. I don’t have any plans of going anywhere anytime soon but I’m not going to stop any disease process.
Today is a good day in our Community because we have running water. I know that is s
For anyone that hasn’t met him, here’s Charlie:
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